Yarns by Adults

I fell in love with a guy that I met on a dating site and now I have found out that he is married and had been cheating on his wife with me. His name is Kevin and the dating site first matched us up seven months ago, we went on a few dates and then after about a month we began to date each other exclusively. So we've been together all of that time and I had no idea that he is actually a married man with three children. I only found out because I ran into a friend of mine and showed her a picture of us together and it turns out that she works with his wife and knows the entire family.

Not only has this been a veryembarrassingthing for me it has been very painful. From the first time that I looked at him and saw his sexy soft blue eyes I knew that I was going to fall in love with him and within a very short time after knowing him I did. All these months I have been imagining a future with him and even hoping that soon he might be asking me to marry me. I know that we have not known each other that long but he has always told me that he is in love with me and that he can't wait for us to get married and have kids. He actually said that, and all along he never once mentioned that he is already married and also that he already has kids too.

I thought that the dating site I met him on screened for exactly this type of thing and I never doubted his word either. Now here I have lost 7 months with a man that can never be mine. I won't be getting married to him and I won't have that future that I have been dreaming about so much the last months. I emailed the dating site to let them know that one of their members was married but that is all that I can do. The minute I told him I knew he simply walked out of the door, no explanations and no apologies. I guess he really didn't love me, he went back to his house and I have not heard from him since and I sit here so powerless to do anything to him. I really was a fool to have fallen for him and his lies.