I had almost given up on dating. The whole thing had begun to bore me.

Published Wednesday, 25th Nov 09:28 GMT

I had almost given up on dating. The whole thing had begun to bore me. I think I lost faith in the whole concept of union. It seemed every day there was a new story in the paper about how someone cheated on someone else and the problem was I could relate to it. I didn't just believe it. I actually couldn't see past the fact that it is very hard to trust anyone these days.

From every kiss the subsequent touches shortly after had always left me cold. I had been with thirteen women in my rather short lifetime and each and everyone had ended badly. I wondered many a time, if it was me? Maybe I had issues so deep routed, I could never really see past my prior experiences. My brother mentioned online dating to me. You could say he planted the seed. The more I thought about it, the more it appealed to me.

I could open dialog with any woman I like, and there would be not actual pressure. We could just chat about things and if wet got on, we could meet and live happy ever after.A part of me was still doubtful of the concept. I considered myself unlucky in love, however, I missed the touch of a woman. I was pretty confused at this point. I subsequently signed up to an online dating site. The site itself was easy to navigate, which was a massive plus as I was not the most patient of people.I talked to a series of woman which excited me.

I liked the feeling of being free and having all these options. It was certainly better then how I felt before. Online dating was something I would have dismissed years ago, but I think now was the right time for me. I mean, I was ready to explore what was out there.I braced myself for the odd brief encounter that would not work out. I knew that but all that really meant was I would then log onto this online dating site, and line up some more. It used to feel impossible but now, it almost felt too easy.

I didn't worry about the number of women I was in touch with.At one stage I had 15 lonely females numbers on my mobile and I felt young again. Eventually I met a girl who I felt was right for me. I wasn't sure how she felt, but I knew I could not go on this way.

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